Wandering

Isn't it interesting that even our moods seem to have a summer, fall, winter, and spring?  I think there is something freeing in the seemingly meaningless of things, at times.  If something no longer strikes your fancy you can just drop it.  If it strikes your fancy again you can pick it up again.  Sometimes it will only have meaning to you but by pleasing yourself you are almost guaranteed to hit a note that pleases someone else.  I think most people go through this cycle a couple times a year.  We introspect and wonder..."What the hell am I DOING any of this for?"  Ultimately we can't figure it out but fall back into a positive current that takes us somewhere pleasant where our introspective demons seem to forget about us for a while....until fall and winter comes, that is.  Awww....but summer and spring are never too far away and even winter and fall have their beauty.  We often can't logically think our way out of depression/procrastination/lack of ambition... but we can FEEL our way out by simply gravitating towards anything that warms, lulls us, seduces us, loves us, and makes us laugh.  There was a philosopher/writer who said to a student who seemed to have no focus, "Too many mind."  A simple but confusing way of telling us to hold our spinning heads....calm the storm...and maybe just focus on one thing...the task at hand.  Maybe even just let go of everything for a minute and just see what comes.  Nice free verse!